— from Raeni: pull up. you don't have to explain your sadness pretty in here. i'll meet you on the page.
You should not have to be this tired this young.
A quiet magazine and dark fantasy webtoon. For the one who said it and got brushed off. No performance required. Pull up a chair.
Issue 01, page by page.
Six pages from the July issue. Pull whichever one matches the mood.
I Keep Finding Raeni Everywhere
Why this journal had to exist — for the one who told them, and they kept needing her anyway.
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You Shouldn't Have to Be This Tired This Young
You told them you were tired. They kept needing you. This is what to do with that.
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The Girl They Dropped Off First
On caring deeply for people who only kind of cared back — and how to tell the difference.
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I Feel Like Everyone Else Got a Manual for Life Except Me
On growing up too fast and being expected to know things nobody ever taught you.
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I Wasn't Boy-Crazy. I Was Lonely.
On wanting somebody to choose you first — and learning what that actually costs.
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Welcome to The Shadow Krewe
An intro to the secret room — where what you said out loud finally gets to land.
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Songs for the Ones Who Feel Invisible in a Full Room
A playlist for when you're surrounded by people and still nobody's actually checking on you.
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The Girl I'm Becoming Scares Me a Little
On outgrowing the version of you that had to survive — and meeting the one who finally gets to bloom.
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A map of the journal.
Seven tabs. Each one's for a different mood. Pull up to whichever one fits — there's no wrong door.
- Tab 01Front Porch
Raeni's hellos, mood notes, and the whisper wall.
come here when: When you just need to sit down with somebody who already gets it.
- Tab 02Notebook
Journal prompts, playlists, and late-night pages to write on.
come here when: When you've got too much in your head and nowhere safe to put it.
- Tab 03Real Talk
Honest pages on the hard stuff — the heavy at home, the spirals, the 3am tape.
come here when: When your brain gets loud and you need somebody to say it plain.
- Tab 04Love & Rest
Crushes, friendships, family stuff, and learning you're allowed to be cared for too.
come here when: When you've been the strong one too long.
- Tab 05Becoming
Future-you letters, glow-up notes, small magic for the long road.
come here when: When you want to feel like there's somebody on the other side of this.
- Tab 06The LeBeau Diaries
The webtoon. Dark fantasy. Panel by panel.
come here when: When you want to escape into a story that gets it.
- Tab 07The Shadow Krewe
The private room where the truth gets to land. Whispers, oracle, the diaries.
come here when: When you need somewhere nobody at home knows about.
The LeBeau Diaries.
A dark fantasy webtoon about Raeni LeBeau — a Creole teen from New Orleans whose words glow when she writes the truth nobody wanted to hear. Episode 1 free.
Raeni told them she was tired. They kept needing her anyway. Then her journal started glowing back. A dark fantasy about what happens when the words nobody listened to finally have somewhere to land.
📖 Read the Webtoon →A room nobody at home knows about.
The public pages let you read. The Shadow Krewe is where what you said out loud finally gets to land. Quiet. Honest. No usernames.
For the one carrying secrets nobody handed them. For the one who told everybody and got brushed off. For the one who just wants somebody to actually hear them the first time.
Late-night whispers, a candle wall, Ask Raeni, and the diaries — all behind a door only you have the key to. The thing they called too much? In here, it glows.
Raeni's Journal · Issue 01 — The Invisible Ones · raenisjournal.app